I THINK I HAVE TO CONTINUE TO WRITE BECAUSE I AM GETTING BREATHLESS LITERALLY, THANKS TO MY CIGARETTES THAT CALMS ME AND MAKE MY HEART ALRIGHT TO CALM DOWN, WAG NAMAN SANA KONG MAMANYAS, HINDI AKO NAGKUKUNWARI/UMAARTE DITO. BAKIT YUNG MGA SALARIN DI HINULI NG MGA PULIS MATAPOS YUNG PANGYAYARI NG 06.11.2010 NADUWAG BA YUNG PINAGSUMBUNGAN KO O WALANG PANGGASOLINA?
GANITO NARARAMDAMAN KO NA KINAKAPUS NG HININGA NUONG NAGPABLOTTER KAMI MATAPOS GAMUTIN NG DOKTOR SA BULACAN MEDICAL CENTER.
HINDI AKO ADDICT PERO GINAWA NILA AKONG ADDICT DAHIL INIRIHAB NILA AKO NG SAPILITAN.
ANG TAGAL BAGO KO MAKARECOVER SA HIRAP NA NADANASAN KO SA REHAB AT DI PA KO MAKAIPON O MAGTAGUMPAY SA PANANALAPI UPANG MAKAKUHA MAN LAMANG NG MAGALING NA ABOGADO PARA MAGSAMPA NG KASO.
DI KAYA DAHIL INDIGENT AKO AY DAHILAN NA DIN SA MGA BACKGROUND INVESTIGATION SIMULA PA LAMANG NA GINAWA NUON SA MGA PINAGTRABAHUHAN KO KAYA NAHIRAPAN AKO SA MGA NAGING TRABAHO KO? AT PILIT NA TINATALANGKA PARA MAIKUBLI NILA MGA KABULUKAN NILA?
UNANG UNA ILLEGAL DETENTION SA REHAB NA DI NAMAN BILANGGUAN PERO MUKHANG BILANGUAN. ANG MALTREATMENT SA MGA DRUG ADDICT PATIENT KAHIT DI NAMAN AKO ADDICT.
YEAR 2000 KINAILANGAN KONG MANIGARILYO SA HYPERTENSION NA KINAKAPOS AKO NG HININGA NA NAKATULONG SA AKIN MAGING IBA MAN ANG PANINIWALA NG MGA DOKTOR SA MGA NANINIGARILYO. AYAW KONG MAMANYAS SA GALIT. BAGAMAN INHALE EXHALE LANG PARA KUMALMA, IMPORTANTE NA MANIGARILYO.
NUONG MAPUNTA KO SA REHAB HALOS MASHOCK O MATULALA AKO SA MGA PANGYAYARI. DI NA KO NAKAPANIGARILYO DOON PERO KAHIT MARSHALL INALOK AKO NG SIGARILYO PERO DI KO NA PINANSIN. MAS NAKAHINGA AKO NG TULALA PARA MARESERVE ANG KABUUAN KO SA KABILA NG PAGPAPAHIRAP NILA SA AKIN.
TAPOS YANG MGA SALARIN GUSTO KONG PATAYIN AT GAGAWIN NILANG DAHILAN ANG PAGKAKAREHAB KO NA SILA DIN ANG MAY KAGAGAWAN SAMANTALANG DI NAMAN AKO ADDICT PARA LAMANG MAPAWALANG BISA ANG KASO PERO NAGTAGUMPAY AKO AT DINIDINIG NA ANG KASO SA HUKUMAN KAHIT INDIGENT AKO, KAYA HANGAD KO ANG KATARUNGAN.
SA MGA FISCAL, SANAY MABASA NINYO ITO LALO NA ANG MGA HUWES. NAGTEXT AKO SA CIDG PARA SA KAPAKANAN KO DAHIL MISMONG ILAN SA MGA KAMAGANAK AT ILAN SA MGA KAPITBAHAY KO ANG MGA NAGIINIT SA AKIN PARA MAWALA AKO.
MATAGAL KO NG GUSTONG MAGABROAD PARA SA KINABUKASAN KO YEAR 2000 JANUARY PA LANG PAG RESIGN KO SA ALLIED BANKING CORPORATION PERO PINAGSISIRAAN NILA AKO.
NAKALAGAY SA VIDEO O SA POWERPOINT YUNG MGA DAHILAN.
SA PALAGAY NINYO PAANO AKO MAKAKALMADO? PERO DI AKO MAMAMANYAS. KAYA HANGAD KO NA MGA BILANGGO ANG MGA KALABAN KO KAHIT HABANG BUHAY NA PAGKAKABILANGGO NILA ANG IPATAW NINYONG KAPARUSAHAN SA KANILA. HANGAD KO ANG KATARUNGAN.
NAGSALAYSAY:
MR. EDWIN B. DIMAANO THE B.S.A. WITH M.B.A. AND THE INDEPENDENT CONTRACTOR.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
FREEDOM OF EXPRESSIONS
I HAD BEEN INTO 4 CALL CENTER FOR APPLICATION WITH ONE EXAMINATION FOR ENGLISH GRAMMAR AND COMPREHENSION PASSED HOWEVER ON THE 4 INTERVIEW I FAILED.
WHAT THE HECK ^_^
WHEN I STARTED TO TALK OR COMMUNICATE IN ENGLISH STRAIGHT WITH AN ACCENT AFTER I RESIGNED FROM A BANK, CRITICS STARTS.
I RED BOOKS WRITTEN IN ENGLISH BECAUSE MY COURSE'S BOOKS ARE WRITTEN IN ENGLISH.
EVEN WHEN I WAS A CHILD MY MIND ORGANIZE THOUGHTS IN ENGLISH BEFORE I SPEAK IN TAGALOG IN SOME INSTANCES.
LET ME ASK YOU, WHY JOSE RIZAL STATED "ANG DI MARUNONG MAGMAHAL SA SARILING WIKA AY HIGIT PA SA ISANG MALANSANG ISDA" ? THIS IS A SONG RIGHT? IS JOSE RIZAL REALLY WRITE THIS PHRASE OR LINES?
SO, WHY DID JOSE RIZAL MOST OF HIS WRITINGS WERE WRITTEN IN SPANISH EVEN THE "ADIOS PADRE ADORADA" ?
NOW, WHY DID THE B.D.R.F. PROHIBITED ME FROM SPEAKING IN ENGLISH? EVEN I AM BARELY PRONOUNCING A FEW WORDS WITH AN ACCENT FLUENTLY IN ENGLISH? THEY SAY, "I AM BARELY A HUMAN BORN TO MAKE MISTAKES". THAT EVEN SOMETIMES SOMEBODY SAID THAT EVEN AMERICAN SOMETIMES HAVE AN ERROR OF THEIR OWN LANGUAGE, IS THAT TRUE? SO WHO IS PERFECT? THERE MAY BE SOME HOWEVER NOT AT ALL TIMES. LUCKY IS WHO OF SOMEBODY WHO IS PERFECT AT ALL TIMES.
DO YOU THINK THERE MIGHT BE SOMETHING POLITICAL HAPPENING AT B.D.R.F. THAT AFTER THEY HAD PROHIBITED ME FROM SPEAKING IN ENGLISH THE GUY THEY SAID THE DOCTOR MAKE A SPEECH ON A GROUP OF PEOPLE AT B.D.R.F.
THEY SAID THAT B.D.R.F. WAS CLOSED. IS THAT TRUE?
THEY ALLOWED ME TO TAKE THE FOREIGN SERVICE OFFICER EXAMINATION AT THE TIME I WAS IN THE WEAKEST STATE FOR EXAMINATION. HOWEVER AT THE TIME I WAS READY THEY BROUGHT ME BY SURPRISED HAVING TWO HANDCUFFS ON MY ARMS. B.D.R.F. IS NOT A JAIL HOWEVER LOOKS LIKE A JAIL, I AM NOT A PRISON THERE HOWEVER LOOKS LIKE A PRISON, I AM NOT INSANE HOWEVER LUCKY FOR MY ENDURANCE BECAUSE THEY WANTS ME TO BE INSANE HOWEVER I AM NOT, I AM NOT A CRIMINAL HOWEVER IT MAY SEEMS I AM A CRIMINAL THAT I AM NOT AND MOST IMPORTANTLY I DID NOT TAKE ANY PROHIBITED DRUGS EVEN BEFORE AND AT THAT TIME.
B.D.R.F. WHETHER "BULACAN OR BALIUAG DRUG REHABILITATION FOUNDATION WAS NOT A PLACE FOR ME. I SUFFERED OF PHYSICAL TORTURE, EMOTIONAL TORTURE, MENTAL TORTURE AND COMPANY AND/OR ACQUANTANCES TORTURE TO MAKES ME WEAK.
WHAT THE HECK. THEY EVEN SEEMS WANTED TO TAKE AWAY MY MEMORIES. IF YOU HAVE A PERSONAL PROBLEM, YOU SEPARATE IT FROM YOUR WORK TO BE MORE PROFESSIONAL. HOWEVER, IF SOMETHING PERSONAL WAS ASKED TO YOU, THE PERSONAL PROBLEM APPEARS IN YOUR MEMORY, HOWEVER YOU HAVE THE OPTIONS TO VOICE IT UP OR NOT. AT B.D.R.F., I HESITATE TO OPEN MY PROBLEM BECAUSE THE GUY THEY CALLED THE DOCTOR WAS SNAP ME ON MY FACE WHILE I HAVE HANDCUFFS AFTER I ANSWERED NO OR "HINDI" IN TAGALOG AFTER HE ASK ME ARE YOU AN ADDICT OR "ADIK KA BA?".
SO WHY WOULD I HATE FOR SOMEBODY WHO WANT TO CARE EVEN IF I AM HESITANT TO SPEAK UP WHAT HAD HAPPENED? I CAN SPEAK, WHY NOT. HOWEVER THE GUY WHO CARES IS ALSO A PATIENT OF B.D.R.F., WHAT IS THE CORRECT TERM OR TERMINOLOGY? CO PATIENT, INMATES OR WHAT? I HAD BEEN MALTREATED EVEN FROM THE VERY FIRST, WHAT IS CONFIDENTIAL IF IT SEEMS EVERYBODY KNOWS FROM MY ENVIRONMENT?
HOW DO YOU THINK IT CAN BE EASY FOR ME TO LIVE IN THE PHILIPPINES IN MY OWN COUNTRY? ANYBODY IN THIS WORLD CAN READ THIS, I HOPE I CAN REACH THE ENVIRONMENT I DESIRED TO ACHIEVE ONE OF MY AMBITION. I AM NOT A DREAMER ^_^ I AM A DOER AND A REAL MAN, WHO ARE MY LOVE ONES OR THOSE I CARE FOR AND REALLY CARES? SOME SELECTED FEW AND NEW ONES AND CONTINUE TO MEET NEW ONES ^_^ THOSE ARE NOT OF THEIR OWN GOD DAMN BUSINESS ^_^
WHAT THE HECK ^_^
WHEN I STARTED TO TALK OR COMMUNICATE IN ENGLISH STRAIGHT WITH AN ACCENT AFTER I RESIGNED FROM A BANK, CRITICS STARTS.
I RED BOOKS WRITTEN IN ENGLISH BECAUSE MY COURSE'S BOOKS ARE WRITTEN IN ENGLISH.
EVEN WHEN I WAS A CHILD MY MIND ORGANIZE THOUGHTS IN ENGLISH BEFORE I SPEAK IN TAGALOG IN SOME INSTANCES.
LET ME ASK YOU, WHY JOSE RIZAL STATED "ANG DI MARUNONG MAGMAHAL SA SARILING WIKA AY HIGIT PA SA ISANG MALANSANG ISDA" ? THIS IS A SONG RIGHT? IS JOSE RIZAL REALLY WRITE THIS PHRASE OR LINES?
SO, WHY DID JOSE RIZAL MOST OF HIS WRITINGS WERE WRITTEN IN SPANISH EVEN THE "ADIOS PADRE ADORADA" ?
NOW, WHY DID THE B.D.R.F. PROHIBITED ME FROM SPEAKING IN ENGLISH? EVEN I AM BARELY PRONOUNCING A FEW WORDS WITH AN ACCENT FLUENTLY IN ENGLISH? THEY SAY, "I AM BARELY A HUMAN BORN TO MAKE MISTAKES". THAT EVEN SOMETIMES SOMEBODY SAID THAT EVEN AMERICAN SOMETIMES HAVE AN ERROR OF THEIR OWN LANGUAGE, IS THAT TRUE? SO WHO IS PERFECT? THERE MAY BE SOME HOWEVER NOT AT ALL TIMES. LUCKY IS WHO OF SOMEBODY WHO IS PERFECT AT ALL TIMES.
DO YOU THINK THERE MIGHT BE SOMETHING POLITICAL HAPPENING AT B.D.R.F. THAT AFTER THEY HAD PROHIBITED ME FROM SPEAKING IN ENGLISH THE GUY THEY SAID THE DOCTOR MAKE A SPEECH ON A GROUP OF PEOPLE AT B.D.R.F.
THEY SAID THAT B.D.R.F. WAS CLOSED. IS THAT TRUE?
THEY ALLOWED ME TO TAKE THE FOREIGN SERVICE OFFICER EXAMINATION AT THE TIME I WAS IN THE WEAKEST STATE FOR EXAMINATION. HOWEVER AT THE TIME I WAS READY THEY BROUGHT ME BY SURPRISED HAVING TWO HANDCUFFS ON MY ARMS. B.D.R.F. IS NOT A JAIL HOWEVER LOOKS LIKE A JAIL, I AM NOT A PRISON THERE HOWEVER LOOKS LIKE A PRISON, I AM NOT INSANE HOWEVER LUCKY FOR MY ENDURANCE BECAUSE THEY WANTS ME TO BE INSANE HOWEVER I AM NOT, I AM NOT A CRIMINAL HOWEVER IT MAY SEEMS I AM A CRIMINAL THAT I AM NOT AND MOST IMPORTANTLY I DID NOT TAKE ANY PROHIBITED DRUGS EVEN BEFORE AND AT THAT TIME.
B.D.R.F. WHETHER "BULACAN OR BALIUAG DRUG REHABILITATION FOUNDATION WAS NOT A PLACE FOR ME. I SUFFERED OF PHYSICAL TORTURE, EMOTIONAL TORTURE, MENTAL TORTURE AND COMPANY AND/OR ACQUANTANCES TORTURE TO MAKES ME WEAK.
WHAT THE HECK. THEY EVEN SEEMS WANTED TO TAKE AWAY MY MEMORIES. IF YOU HAVE A PERSONAL PROBLEM, YOU SEPARATE IT FROM YOUR WORK TO BE MORE PROFESSIONAL. HOWEVER, IF SOMETHING PERSONAL WAS ASKED TO YOU, THE PERSONAL PROBLEM APPEARS IN YOUR MEMORY, HOWEVER YOU HAVE THE OPTIONS TO VOICE IT UP OR NOT. AT B.D.R.F., I HESITATE TO OPEN MY PROBLEM BECAUSE THE GUY THEY CALLED THE DOCTOR WAS SNAP ME ON MY FACE WHILE I HAVE HANDCUFFS AFTER I ANSWERED NO OR "HINDI" IN TAGALOG AFTER HE ASK ME ARE YOU AN ADDICT OR "ADIK KA BA?".
SO WHY WOULD I HATE FOR SOMEBODY WHO WANT TO CARE EVEN IF I AM HESITANT TO SPEAK UP WHAT HAD HAPPENED? I CAN SPEAK, WHY NOT. HOWEVER THE GUY WHO CARES IS ALSO A PATIENT OF B.D.R.F., WHAT IS THE CORRECT TERM OR TERMINOLOGY? CO PATIENT, INMATES OR WHAT? I HAD BEEN MALTREATED EVEN FROM THE VERY FIRST, WHAT IS CONFIDENTIAL IF IT SEEMS EVERYBODY KNOWS FROM MY ENVIRONMENT?
HOW DO YOU THINK IT CAN BE EASY FOR ME TO LIVE IN THE PHILIPPINES IN MY OWN COUNTRY? ANYBODY IN THIS WORLD CAN READ THIS, I HOPE I CAN REACH THE ENVIRONMENT I DESIRED TO ACHIEVE ONE OF MY AMBITION. I AM NOT A DREAMER ^_^ I AM A DOER AND A REAL MAN, WHO ARE MY LOVE ONES OR THOSE I CARE FOR AND REALLY CARES? SOME SELECTED FEW AND NEW ONES AND CONTINUE TO MEET NEW ONES ^_^ THOSE ARE NOT OF THEIR OWN GOD DAMN BUSINESS ^_^
Thursday, July 8, 2010
THE LEGAL ACTIVITY
THE LEGAL EVENT ACTIVITY UPDATES (CLICK THIS)
THE ACCUSED WITH CASES RESPECTIVELY FOR THE UPGRADE OF THE CASE:
1. SERLEONIDAS (KABO) M. VIRI FOR ATTEMPTED MURDER OR FRUSTRATED HOMICIDE RESULTED TO LESS SERIOUS PHYSICAL INJURIES WITH DAMAGES, GRAVE THREATS, LIBEL/MALICIOUS MISCHIEF, ETC.
2. JONATHAN (TANG) MICLAT FOR ATTEMPTED MURDER OR FRUSTRATED HOMICIDE RESULTED TO LESS SERIOUS PHYSICAL INJURIES WITH DAMAGES, GRAVE THREATS, LIBEL/MALICIOUS MISCHIEF, ETC.
3. JUNJUN DOMDOM FOR ATTEMPTED MURDER OR FRUSTRATED HOMICIDE RESULTED TO LESS SERIOUS PHYSICAL INJURIES WITH DAMAGES, GRAVE THREATS, LIBEL/MALICIOUS MISCHIEF, ETC.
4. AMBET PERONA FOR ATTEMPTED MURDER OR FRUSTRATED HOMICIDE RESULTED TO SLIGHT SERIOUS PHYSICAL INJURIES AND DEFORMATION OF PROPERTY WITH DAMAGES AND GRAVE THREATS
5. POTONG VIRI FOR GRAVE THREATS
6. MARIO (JUN) SEBASTIAN FOR GRAVE THREATS
7. ANA ALODIA CALALANG MEDINA FOR PERJURY
8. ETC.
THE ACCUSED WITH CASES RESPECTIVELY FOR THE UPGRADE OF THE CASE:
1. SERLEONIDAS (KABO) M. VIRI FOR ATTEMPTED MURDER OR FRUSTRATED HOMICIDE RESULTED TO LESS SERIOUS PHYSICAL INJURIES WITH DAMAGES, GRAVE THREATS, LIBEL/MALICIOUS MISCHIEF, ETC.
2. JONATHAN (TANG) MICLAT FOR ATTEMPTED MURDER OR FRUSTRATED HOMICIDE RESULTED TO LESS SERIOUS PHYSICAL INJURIES WITH DAMAGES, GRAVE THREATS, LIBEL/MALICIOUS MISCHIEF, ETC.
3. JUNJUN DOMDOM FOR ATTEMPTED MURDER OR FRUSTRATED HOMICIDE RESULTED TO LESS SERIOUS PHYSICAL INJURIES WITH DAMAGES, GRAVE THREATS, LIBEL/MALICIOUS MISCHIEF, ETC.
4. AMBET PERONA FOR ATTEMPTED MURDER OR FRUSTRATED HOMICIDE RESULTED TO SLIGHT SERIOUS PHYSICAL INJURIES AND DEFORMATION OF PROPERTY WITH DAMAGES AND GRAVE THREATS
5. POTONG VIRI FOR GRAVE THREATS
6. MARIO (JUN) SEBASTIAN FOR GRAVE THREATS
7. ANA ALODIA CALALANG MEDINA FOR PERJURY
8. ETC.
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