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Sunday, July 18, 2010

FREEDOM OF EXPRESSIONS

I HAD BEEN INTO 4 CALL CENTER FOR APPLICATION WITH ONE EXAMINATION FOR ENGLISH GRAMMAR AND COMPREHENSION PASSED HOWEVER ON THE 4 INTERVIEW I FAILED.

WHAT THE HECK ^_^

WHEN I STARTED TO TALK OR COMMUNICATE IN ENGLISH STRAIGHT WITH AN ACCENT AFTER I RESIGNED FROM A BANK, CRITICS STARTS.

I RED BOOKS WRITTEN IN ENGLISH BECAUSE MY COURSE'S BOOKS ARE WRITTEN IN ENGLISH.

EVEN WHEN I WAS A CHILD MY MIND ORGANIZE THOUGHTS IN ENGLISH BEFORE I SPEAK IN TAGALOG IN SOME INSTANCES.

LET ME ASK YOU, WHY JOSE RIZAL STATED "ANG DI MARUNONG MAGMAHAL SA SARILING WIKA AY HIGIT PA SA ISANG MALANSANG ISDA" ? THIS IS A SONG RIGHT? IS JOSE RIZAL REALLY WRITE THIS PHRASE OR LINES?

SO, WHY DID JOSE RIZAL MOST OF HIS WRITINGS WERE WRITTEN IN SPANISH EVEN THE "ADIOS PADRE ADORADA" ?

NOW, WHY DID THE B.D.R.F. PROHIBITED ME FROM SPEAKING IN ENGLISH? EVEN I AM BARELY PRONOUNCING A FEW WORDS WITH AN ACCENT FLUENTLY IN ENGLISH? THEY SAY, "I AM BARELY A HUMAN BORN TO MAKE MISTAKES". THAT EVEN SOMETIMES SOMEBODY SAID THAT EVEN AMERICAN SOMETIMES HAVE AN ERROR OF THEIR OWN LANGUAGE, IS THAT TRUE? SO WHO IS PERFECT? THERE MAY BE SOME HOWEVER NOT AT ALL TIMES. LUCKY IS WHO OF SOMEBODY WHO IS PERFECT AT ALL TIMES.

DO YOU THINK THERE MIGHT BE SOMETHING POLITICAL HAPPENING AT B.D.R.F. THAT AFTER THEY HAD PROHIBITED ME FROM SPEAKING IN ENGLISH THE GUY THEY SAID THE DOCTOR MAKE A SPEECH ON A GROUP OF PEOPLE AT B.D.R.F.

THEY SAID THAT B.D.R.F. WAS CLOSED. IS THAT TRUE?

THEY ALLOWED ME TO TAKE THE FOREIGN SERVICE OFFICER EXAMINATION AT THE TIME I WAS IN THE WEAKEST STATE FOR EXAMINATION. HOWEVER AT THE TIME I WAS READY THEY BROUGHT ME BY SURPRISED HAVING TWO HANDCUFFS ON MY ARMS. B.D.R.F. IS NOT A JAIL HOWEVER LOOKS LIKE A JAIL, I AM NOT A PRISON THERE HOWEVER LOOKS LIKE A PRISON, I AM NOT INSANE HOWEVER LUCKY FOR MY ENDURANCE BECAUSE THEY WANTS ME TO BE INSANE HOWEVER I AM NOT, I AM NOT A CRIMINAL HOWEVER IT MAY SEEMS I AM A CRIMINAL THAT I AM NOT AND MOST IMPORTANTLY I DID NOT TAKE ANY PROHIBITED DRUGS EVEN BEFORE AND AT THAT TIME.

B.D.R.F. WHETHER "BULACAN OR BALIUAG DRUG REHABILITATION FOUNDATION WAS NOT A PLACE FOR ME. I SUFFERED OF PHYSICAL TORTURE, EMOTIONAL TORTURE, MENTAL TORTURE AND COMPANY AND/OR ACQUANTANCES TORTURE TO MAKES ME WEAK.

WHAT THE HECK. THEY EVEN SEEMS WANTED TO TAKE AWAY MY MEMORIES. IF YOU HAVE A PERSONAL PROBLEM, YOU SEPARATE IT FROM YOUR WORK TO BE MORE PROFESSIONAL. HOWEVER, IF SOMETHING PERSONAL WAS ASKED TO YOU, THE PERSONAL PROBLEM APPEARS IN YOUR MEMORY, HOWEVER YOU HAVE THE OPTIONS TO VOICE IT UP OR NOT. AT B.D.R.F., I HESITATE TO OPEN MY PROBLEM BECAUSE THE GUY THEY CALLED THE DOCTOR WAS SNAP ME ON MY FACE WHILE I HAVE HANDCUFFS AFTER I ANSWERED NO OR "HINDI" IN TAGALOG AFTER HE ASK ME ARE YOU AN ADDICT OR "ADIK KA BA?".

SO WHY WOULD I HATE FOR SOMEBODY WHO WANT TO CARE EVEN IF I AM HESITANT TO SPEAK UP WHAT HAD HAPPENED? I CAN SPEAK, WHY NOT. HOWEVER THE GUY WHO CARES IS ALSO A PATIENT OF B.D.R.F., WHAT IS THE CORRECT TERM OR TERMINOLOGY? CO PATIENT, INMATES OR WHAT? I HAD BEEN MALTREATED EVEN FROM THE VERY FIRST, WHAT IS CONFIDENTIAL IF IT SEEMS EVERYBODY KNOWS FROM MY ENVIRONMENT?

HOW DO YOU THINK IT CAN BE EASY FOR ME TO LIVE IN THE PHILIPPINES IN MY OWN COUNTRY? ANYBODY IN THIS WORLD CAN READ THIS, I HOPE I CAN REACH THE ENVIRONMENT I DESIRED TO ACHIEVE ONE OF MY AMBITION. I AM NOT A DREAMER ^_^ I AM A DOER AND A REAL MAN, WHO ARE MY LOVE ONES OR THOSE I CARE FOR AND REALLY CARES? SOME SELECTED FEW AND NEW ONES AND CONTINUE TO MEET NEW ONES ^_^ THOSE ARE NOT OF THEIR OWN GOD DAMN BUSINESS ^_^

1 comment:

  1. DATED OCTOBER 27, 2010 I HAD RECEIVED A TEXT INVITATION TO APPLY FOR CSR AND TSR POSITIONS AND TO BRING 3 SETS OF RESUME ^_^ I HAD 3 SETS ALREADY ACTUALLY HOWEVER, I CAN NOT COME FOR THE REASONS OTHER THAN I HAD NO MONEY FOR TRANSPORTATION I HAD BEEN TO THIS APPLICATIONS FOR A CALL CENTER POSITIONS, SO I DIDN’T REPLIED OTHER THAN THE REASONS I HAVE NO PHONE LOAD ^_^ OCTOBER 28, 2010 I HAD A MISSCALL BECAUSE UPON COMING TO MY PHONE TO ANSWER IT, THE PHONE TURNED OFF BEFORE I HAD GOTTEN IT ^_^ DATED 10.29.2010 I TRIED TO KNOW THE PERSON BY CALLING THE NUMBER AND IT WAS THE PERSON WHO INVITED ME TO APPLY FOR A CALL CENTER POSITION SO I TOLD I CAN NOT ATTEND FOR THE APPLICATION ^_^

    KUNG 1000 RESUME LANG MAYROON NA SIGURO AKONG NAIPADALA EVERSINCE I HAD APPLIED YET I HAD WORKED FOR ABOUT MORE THAN 10 COMPANIES ONLY YET STILL TRYING TO GET A BETTER PAY ^_^ ORDINARY EMPLOYMENT KULANG PA SA SARILING PANGGASTOS LALU NA SA PAMASAHE LANG NAPUPUNTA PAGMALAYO YET RELOCATION IS NOT EVEN THAT EASY BECAUSE OF INSUFFICIENT FUND ^_^

    THE BEST ANSWER IS TO WORK ABROAD ^_^ HOWEVER SINCE I AM STILL HERE I AM SEEKING FOR AN EXTRA INCOME FOR PROJECT BASE WORK AND THE LIKE, AND IF EMPLOYMENT THAT CAN BE GOOD FOR A PERMANENT WITH A HIGH COMPENSATION PACKAGE ^_^ I AM SEEKING FOR PART TIME OR FULL TIME WORK TO EARN NOT TO BE BANKRUPT TO SAVE ME FROM INDIGENCY ^_^ YOU MAY NOTICE I DON’T EVEN HAVE A FUND TO START UP FOR WORK EVEN FOR APPLICATION REQUIREMENTS BECAUSE EVEN FILING DOCUMENTS TO THE N.P.S. I AM RUNNING OUT OF FUND ^_^

    THE EXCELLENT ANSWER IS A SPONSOR INSTEAD OF EMPLOYMENT IN THE PHILIPPINES FOR ME TO HAVE A CAPITALIST PARTNER WORLDWIDE ^_^

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